It was a long time, and it took so long before I re post in this blog mainly because of the reason that our second computer in this house got exhausted. Uhmnn.. maybe because of overuse and you know machines aren't that perfect. I do pray that this computer will not follow the same faith as our second computer in our bedroom. Well, I don't usually write in this blog exposed to other people and even relatives will make me concious about what I should do when I see them in my back trying so hard to read what I am writing in here. I just post real events and true feelings in this blog, no add ons and no deletions. However, It'll make me a lot more frustrated if they do know my inner feelings about certain private things. So, I'd better do best in hidding myself when I am posting something new in here.
Today is May 21, 2009 and it is 7:30 in the morning, partly cloudy to sunny morning and it is very quiet, no birds, no vehicles, and I can only hear the sound of the fan directing it's rough hot winds to my mother's bedroom. It'll be a fine day and I can predict it if only I will not be coming to the University of the Philippines later. I'm submitting some of my requirements and I'm pretty sure that it needs more time that I expect it to be. Well, In a school that you were about to be given names such as brilliant and excellent you need to do your best first and shall I say this is the start of my neverending challenge in UP as it is already confirmed that I'm studying there.
Before finally deciding to study in UP, I've heard a lot of comments and suggestions from a lot of people. I don't want to hear those and for me it's just making me feel a lot more stupid and hopeless when it comes to college education. It makes me feel that I'm totally useless and left behind in this society that only wants to go out of the Philippines. The course that I'll be taking in UP is different, different because it is the only course that will not carry my luggage outside the country and work for foreigners. Very DIFFERENT becuase most of my batchmates our now taking a bunch of medical and marine courses and you know their main goal already right?
Although I don't seem to have a way on something more dollarific... I'm certain of my future, and that is to be more workaholic to earn something that I really dreamt of.
Today is May 21, 2009 and it is 7:30 in the morning, partly cloudy to sunny morning and it is very quiet, no birds, no vehicles, and I can only hear the sound of the fan directing it's rough hot winds to my mother's bedroom. It'll be a fine day and I can predict it if only I will not be coming to the University of the Philippines later. I'm submitting some of my requirements and I'm pretty sure that it needs more time that I expect it to be. Well, In a school that you were about to be given names such as brilliant and excellent you need to do your best first and shall I say this is the start of my neverending challenge in UP as it is already confirmed that I'm studying there.
Before finally deciding to study in UP, I've heard a lot of comments and suggestions from a lot of people. I don't want to hear those and for me it's just making me feel a lot more stupid and hopeless when it comes to college education. It makes me feel that I'm totally useless and left behind in this society that only wants to go out of the Philippines. The course that I'll be taking in UP is different, different because it is the only course that will not carry my luggage outside the country and work for foreigners. Very DIFFERENT becuase most of my batchmates our now taking a bunch of medical and marine courses and you know their main goal already right?
Although I don't seem to have a way on something more dollarific... I'm certain of my future, and that is to be more workaholic to earn something that I really dreamt of.
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