"Graduation is not the End!"I often hear most our high school mentors always saying the same old words. However, only now that I realize how difficult life is and how risk-taking it is to choose your right path in life. What's your decision now will greatly affect your future, and your life in the future is a great hit. haha;P who cares about the future anyways? when I'm already suffering right at this moment, studying like you will be bitten by a giant dog if you'll get the lowest score in your exam the next day.
It's been 28 days since I've walked in the aisle and greeted by happy faces of the people saying 'congratulations', not because I'm newly wed of course, but because I've finished a new chapter in life. Chapter it is as they say, I regard it as a very big challenge/obstacle to reach an unknown point of destination. When I was walking in front of the people then up in the stage just to get my beloved diploma, I can see how happy the parents of my classmates staring right in front of me as if I am their son. Ironic it is, but my parents themselves aren't even happy or maybe they are just hiding their inner feelings that I've graduated from a science high school just because of the stupid reason that I don't have any award, they envy my classmates or shall I say my weaker classmates who got most of the special awards.
The same old feeling I felt when I graduated in Elementary at Saint Andrew School, still in Lapu-lapu City. Well, at that time I got the fourth highest award possible to be given in a school like that. Looking at it in my perspective now, If time can only be repeated with the same determination and self confidence I have now, I could have grabbed the valedictorian medal at that school. However, I think only time machines can do that and I don't have the power to hold back time. Well, in my dreams I have that machine for only 2000 Philippine pesos, but ONLY in my dreams! My intense feeling at that Elementary graduation was to finish the whole schooling level of being a normal human, and of course I need to pass the boring stage of high school first. Many teens regard high school as the best stage of their life. However, for me I call it long and boring mainly because of the reason that I don't have the choice but to continue schooling then pass through different stages and one of it of course is high school.
Months from now, I will be entering college. My mom is currently busy brainstorming just to choose the best school I can have so that I can finish college without paying much. If only I can choose without touching my pride, I would really choose those cheap ones or in the worst case I will not go to college first. Even state colleges like UP is a very big question if I can continue, I really hope I can! T_T
haaistt^^ as if I have a choice. huhuhu.:((
It's been 28 days since I've walked in the aisle and greeted by happy faces of the people saying 'congratulations', not because I'm newly wed of course, but because I've finished a new chapter in life. Chapter it is as they say, I regard it as a very big challenge/obstacle to reach an unknown point of destination. When I was walking in front of the people then up in the stage just to get my beloved diploma, I can see how happy the parents of my classmates staring right in front of me as if I am their son. Ironic it is, but my parents themselves aren't even happy or maybe they are just hiding their inner feelings that I've graduated from a science high school just because of the stupid reason that I don't have any award, they envy my classmates or shall I say my weaker classmates who got most of the special awards.
The same old feeling I felt when I graduated in Elementary at Saint Andrew School, still in Lapu-lapu City. Well, at that time I got the fourth highest award possible to be given in a school like that. Looking at it in my perspective now, If time can only be repeated with the same determination and self confidence I have now, I could have grabbed the valedictorian medal at that school. However, I think only time machines can do that and I don't have the power to hold back time. Well, in my dreams I have that machine for only 2000 Philippine pesos, but ONLY in my dreams! My intense feeling at that Elementary graduation was to finish the whole schooling level of being a normal human, and of course I need to pass the boring stage of high school first. Many teens regard high school as the best stage of their life. However, for me I call it long and boring mainly because of the reason that I don't have the choice but to continue schooling then pass through different stages and one of it of course is high school.
Months from now, I will be entering college. My mom is currently busy brainstorming just to choose the best school I can have so that I can finish college without paying much. If only I can choose without touching my pride, I would really choose those cheap ones or in the worst case I will not go to college first. Even state colleges like UP is a very big question if I can continue, I really hope I can! T_T
haaistt^^ as if I have a choice. huhuhu.:((
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