makakarating^^

I don't know where to put myself,

in.out.orbehind the circle...

anyways, God has the ultimate answer for everything.

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just have to trust,.. & sa tingin q, makakarating aq^^

"People are getting dumber, but more opinionated." - The Human Stain
^^

choose

There are only two kinds of teachers in life; a sandpaper and the true one.
A bad teacher is paid to be a sandpaper... he insults you, call you dumb, hopeless, and discredit all the good things you've done. However, in the end they end up useless and you'll have what you deserve.
A good teacher is someone which is worth a lifetime 'thank you'
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^^=D

hi blog,
hope d ka naninibago s'kin
I've never posted the same way as I did before.
ehehe^^

wla lang, news flash

my pride has dropped to its lowest level since birth.
hehehehe.
good news?:D

alche^^

When you really want something....

all the universe conspires in helping you achieve it^^

-the alchemist-

courtesy of ma'am necesario

if you talk w/o purpose,

it's better for you shut up.

(-.-)

it doesn't mean that when somebody is saying

you're wrong or criticize you in general,

you'll follow their ways.

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We all have unique brains and ability...

it's only a matter of interest and confidence.

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:D

^^NIGEL^^

NIGEL

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is making himself less sophisticated,

removed half of it...

and is underway of removing another half of the remaining piece.

the old has died and a better one has emerged,

thanks to Him I'll never worry forever. ^^

^^

There's nothing wrong with being envious,

it only shows that you are acknowledging God's natural gift to other people

or to lesser extent their obvious effort towards perfection.

man can never grow close minded and very self-centered,

by some time he would feel ugly or pathetic

but it doesn't matter and it should never be an excuse so as to follow other people

because you're the captain of your self and your soul...

in the end it's your decisions that really matters^^

no need, wla lang prn^^

life is never fair
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minsan ikw na nga ang gumagawa ng tama
ikw na nga ang gumagalaw pra sa ikabubuti
ikw pa ang napapasama...
hahai.^^

wlang picture^^

Pastor's Preach(last sunday)...

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People are too conscious of their actions, of how they are presented in public, or on how they outperform many. They will never be contented, because full satisfaction is with God. We should please God not his creations for we're all equal in his eyes and we're all seeking for His grace^^

wla lng part 2..,.

choose your way---

Some people are afraid of changes, some even don't recognize the thing. Despite how changes brought so much good stuffs in our lives, many continue to reminisce old unpaved roads, early horseless-carriages, underpopulated peaceful neighborhoods, and even big walkie-talkies. But the truth is they are just looking back, in indulge of nostalgia that probably bathe good memories deep in their minds and hearts. Deja Vu is not real, it's a false imagination that flood people's mind when they encounter something unusual of the date, but the truth is the setting itself has changed a lot and well... the people itself is the biggest change.

w/ the lyrics..

--------------follow the lyrics^^---------------

The Climb lyrics

Songwriters: Alexander, J; Mabe, J;

I can almost see it

That dream I am dreaming

But there's a voice inside my head saying

"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying

Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be a uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes might knock me down

But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it

But these are the moments that

I'm gonna remember most, yeah

Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be a uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing

Keep the faith, baby

It's all about, it's all about the climb

Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

wla lang

Friends are like dogs. They can be very good companions in the dark, when you're lost, or when you're sad. But just like dogs they can be at your side at all times but you can never rely too much on them, they wont be facing your biggest problems and decision-making in life, you can ask for advises but they can never really help you. The truth is you're on your own, we all have separate lives, separate problems, and separate priorities. ^^

The Truth!

As my promise to God and as a strong Christian, silently but evidently I'm trying to convince people to "the truth". Christianity with full conviction, and we Christians call it "true Christianity". However, I think and well many of us so-called "faith warriors" has less success recently. When you talk about "religion" thing to other people, they regard it as a serious matter and they'll suddenly or abruptly try a change of topic which is something more funny or lively. We are even laughed by some and honestly I really pity them not because they probably can't be with Him but I pity them for being blind of "the truth".

I have a few pictures here and by seeing these I'm in deep connection with God and well I hope you would too. If you are... feel free to comment or reflect by yourself on these pictures and 100% it's worth it. I swear.:D

FINNISH

Hi blog, I really feel like writing so you have to keep track with what I am saying/typing. Besides I think you don't have a choice, do you? Other than God, you're the only one which I can really rely on. Well, I have a firm belief that no one can really understand you except you yourself and to give justice I think it would just be best not to confide what seems to be rude or weirdo to others. Got that experience in high school and sometimes even now, they call me weird where the fact that I am really not.

I've read an article in National Geographic about FINLAND, yes it sounds far like "santa claus" and "heavy snow" but I'm not really referring to those. I mean the FINNISH, it's people in Finland are called and yes the Finnish themselves already finished their societal transformation from one of the laggish in Europe to one of the richest. However, I'm not in the mood to talk about material wealth right now. I've read a lot about the so-called "Finnish" and I realized I wanna live there.

What caught my attention is that how the Finnish themselves are described by an American traveler and I realized and oh well probably I have a Finnish attitude. Foreigners said that Finnish people are cold, slow-to-show-emotion, people who don't usually show hospitality(*do not open the windows of their cars when they're asked by lost travelers). But the truth behind such unwelcome spirit in Finland is rooted to the traditions of their people and they're not actually what most foreigners describe them. Finnish people are naturally shy and they put heavy emphasis in inner spirit and people's privacy. I reflect my self the Finnish way, deep inside I'm a welcoming Christian, but most people say that I'm snob, don't show emotion, not approachable, and etc. But as far as I know myself, I'm not and will never be. However, I choose people as what the Bible says we should keep ourselves far from people who will not bring us to goodness.

I'm really good in socializing with people in "indirect" ways such as Facebook and etc. I think I have the talent that attracts people both men and women(more preferable), young and old. I don't know why but I think I'm an invisible person which I think they'll not appreciate me well when they chat to me in person.

enjoying what I have

I've been hooked up a lot with all the material and luxury desires in this world. Though I'm not that ambitious to have a Caribbean cruise or a Ferrari, unimportant stuffs like "original" touchscreens, apparels, and even Cars are always on my wish list. Things which are generally useless in the sense of sympathizing people who live in hunger, natural calamities, and constant fear of death abounds this community of selfishness and greed.

When I was a child, I always dream of living in high standard. "I wanna be rich" worry no more and live life like a lame old CEO of a company which already built its name. All I have to do is wait for money to come, spend it all to luxuries and kill time like waiting for heaven to come in front of me. Of course, on my way to heaven I should ride in a Volvo or Limo.

Not in my small mind before that I was "actually" and already living in high standard while people out there work their ass of to get out of the net which enclosed a lot of people with all the opportunities present out there, the wide seas which they could swim and develop themselves into a better individual.

Recently, I was enjoying "a lot" with my living status. Dorm life is like heaven, looking at it in the exaggerated positive view. You no longer worry for anything else except yourself and how you'd live in complex society of people with different perspectives. They talk, you may listed and as far as possible leave the liberal thoughts outside. I've enjoyed this a lot that once I'm out I'm shocked with what I see and what the reality is.

I know some people already see it, but many of them ignore it in general sense(are you one of them?). Philippines is a poor country with great disparities of income. Although not everybody is in pain, it can be generalized that Filipinos are suffering and are looked down. With all the achievements in the field of boxing, dancing, etc. claiming that we are known worldwide and we're "famous", who cares? besides only one person enjoys the reward while others just see and idolize without even instilling in their mind that what if someday all of us will be like him/her.

I'm waiting for everything to be different. Does it mean I need to wait forever? XD

Christmas in the HEART:)

Just yesterday I realized, wtf! it's Christmas time! and honestly time is so slow. I feel like it's been years since I started counting down before Christmas, until I forgot that it's actually so so near. When December started all I was looking forward was the vacation itself, not the thrill, the food, the church, the gifts, and the reunions for Christmas. God made me realize that I was looking forward too much that I already forgot the "now" that is more important.

I wanna greet happy birthday to my BEST of all best friends, Jesus Christ(is there any best friend I can call?). Well, I guess he's the only one and I know that like her(this blog) they're the only one who listens to me the whole time.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Contrary to what people observed on me, to be honest I'm a strong Christian who follows none other than Jesus and his teachings. I don't read bible that much and I'm not an acolyte to know everything related to inherited traditions from church. I don't know where does those traditions came from, but as a respect of my sector in Christianity I try to understand it fully. I regard myself as a full "Christian" rather than a Catholic or Protestant. I go to Protestant churches sometimes and I don't see any differences on the two. Well, the Catholic mass is a bit more boring and the Protestant churches are normally lively or what. It actually depends on how the people perceive on that. However, people are regarded more religious when they put God in their heart rather than going to church as a sort of compliance and a "need to do task" on Sundays.

Anyways, before we dig more on religion... let me change the topic. The past days I was feeling bad(emotionally) and physically. I feel like I need more exercise or what. At first I try to give distance to 'emotional allergens' that might only worsen my situation. However, I find the conservative approach rather discouraging. Why do I need to hurt myself by avoiding someone when I can be me and live right?

The previous mistake was already checked. I feel that I'm not making anymore efforts for something-I'm tired and I'm used to it, my Best2x Friend knows what is it and though I wanna share it to you it needs a lot of explanation and I know that people just wont understand so no need to waste effort. The direct message is that, I just wanna be me and not someone, I just wanna be there loved probably or if not it's still okay, I just wanna be stable. Is it that hard?

GOD HELP! anyways I may sound emotional right now but honestly I don't feel any emotions as of this time. I feel normal and I'm tired of thinking of a lot of things lately, the point is why do I make effort right? It's still my decisions that affects me in the end:)

put title:what do you think?

note: I know there are no readers of this blog, but since this is a personal blog. I wanna address a sorry message to her(I refer to my blog).

Dear High:

Sorry I was not able to write anything to you for the last few days, weeks, months, years... century? I was having a hard time doing so. My schedule was not that tough but finding my place in front of a good PC or a laptop maybe is crazy, I feel like kilometers away when it's just in front of me-you know what I mean. My birthday had passed and now it's been two weeks since I scheduled myself to be with you on that special day. You just don't know how excited I am to report to you what happened on that day, It was awesome and though I spent it partly away from my family my friends showed me the real essence of birthdays with them.

When I first created you, I want you to be the listener to what I always say to people. I criticize, I cuss, and I say 'shit' things about them to you. You're the witness to how I change my belief from a predominantly racist and radical to a more mature, industrial and liberal person. You've been my colleague in rationalizing my mind and an obvious evidence of that is on how I write to you. I realized how things really matter in this world, from a blog like you to real applications which show how you deal with situations-bad ones.

I made you out of my imagination of a perfect person. I was jealous and I envy that person very much. Then, I realized... should I suppress myself? and if I would, will it do any good? My dorm mate told me that "If you see me that and not what is now, then it wouldn't be me anymore". I confess I was trying to be the good boy when the real me coincides. Until I realized I can never be the good person that I wished for. However, one friend said to me "you can always be you for as long as people see the real you not the fake one, no matter how bad you are for as long as you're not fake and you respect other people and not hurt them".

Somehow you can say that I forgot about you during those long months without posts. That was July, I was longing to much to write everything to you. No matter how many people read or care to everything I write to you, it doesn't matter. I don't care and somehow I already realized a lot. I'm longing to be your friend 'forever'.

Yours HIGHRISE101
-It's still me:) I sound stupid, so? this is my blog.