3 hours before 2011,
i had one of the worst christmas break vacations ever.
i wonder what's installed for me after this,
whatever it is, i'm sure life is miserable this time
x(

vkashyuhnnn

first night of vacation.

^^

12/18/2010^^

makakarating^^

I don't know where to put myself,

in.out.orbehind the circle...

anyways, God has the ultimate answer for everything.

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just have to trust,.. & sa tingin q, makakarating aq^^

"People are getting dumber, but more opinionated." - The Human Stain
^^

0.o

sometimes you just have to swallow all the bad options when you don't have a choice... judgment, criticisms, unfair treatment, and sh*t.
even if you don't deserve it, it happens... gnun tlaga eh..(-.-)'
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choose

There are only two kinds of teachers in life; a sandpaper and the true one.
A bad teacher is paid to be a sandpaper... he insults you, call you dumb, hopeless, and discredit all the good things you've done. However, in the end they end up useless and you'll have what you deserve.
A good teacher is someone which is worth a lifetime 'thank you'
^^

^^=D

hi blog,
hope d ka naninibago s'kin
I've never posted the same way as I did before.
ehehe^^

wla lang, news flash

my pride has dropped to its lowest level since birth.
hehehehe.
good news?:D

alche^^

When you really want something....

all the universe conspires in helping you achieve it^^

-the alchemist-

courtesy of ma'am necesario

if you talk w/o purpose,

it's better for you shut up.

(-.-)

it doesn't mean that when somebody is saying

you're wrong or criticize you in general,

you'll follow their ways.

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We all have unique brains and ability...

it's only a matter of interest and confidence.

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:D

^^NIGEL^^

NIGEL

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is making himself less sophisticated,

removed half of it...

and is underway of removing another half of the remaining piece.

the old has died and a better one has emerged,

thanks to Him I'll never worry forever. ^^

^^

There's nothing wrong with being envious,

it only shows that you are acknowledging God's natural gift to other people

or to lesser extent their obvious effort towards perfection.

man can never grow close minded and very self-centered,

by some time he would feel ugly or pathetic

but it doesn't matter and it should never be an excuse so as to follow other people

because you're the captain of your self and your soul...

in the end it's your decisions that really matters^^

@18

location: where are these photos taken?

:D:D

Marei's 18th year:D

rubbish

I'm fighting my urge to comment/react on this kind of person, or should I call it 'kind' because it's really sick!^^ somehow people like this is like a test of patience and no matter how stupid they really appear in you, losing your temper is like losing your conscience and your standards. kaya nga, thank god mabait ako^^ :D
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XD

no need, wla lang prn^^

life is never fair
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minsan ikw na nga ang gumagawa ng tama
ikw na nga ang gumagalaw pra sa ikabubuti
ikw pa ang napapasama...
hahai.^^

good things come to an endT.T

I had a dream about her last night, probably the best dream I ever had. Then in a sudden I woke up because of a loud text msg alert from one of my friends saying "good morning". It reminds me that all good things come to an end. T.T

^^

I wish the internet is this fast always!
The feeling of being broke, I mean completely moneyLESS is f*cking bad.
I swear I'll be better in money the next time.
for now, I'll sufferT.T

wlang picture^^

Pastor's Preach(last sunday)...

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People are too conscious of their actions, of how they are presented in public, or on how they outperform many. They will never be contented, because full satisfaction is with God. We should please God not his creations for we're all equal in his eyes and we're all seeking for His grace^^

wla lng part 2..,.

choose your way---

Some people are afraid of changes, some even don't recognize the thing. Despite how changes brought so much good stuffs in our lives, many continue to reminisce old unpaved roads, early horseless-carriages, underpopulated peaceful neighborhoods, and even big walkie-talkies. But the truth is they are just looking back, in indulge of nostalgia that probably bathe good memories deep in their minds and hearts. Deja Vu is not real, it's a false imagination that flood people's mind when they encounter something unusual of the date, but the truth is the setting itself has changed a lot and well... the people itself is the biggest change.

w/ the lyrics..

--------------follow the lyrics^^---------------

The Climb lyrics

Songwriters: Alexander, J; Mabe, J;

I can almost see it

That dream I am dreaming

But there's a voice inside my head saying

"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying

Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be a uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes might knock me down

But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it

But these are the moments that

I'm gonna remember most, yeah

Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be a uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be an uphill battle

Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing

Keep the faith, baby

It's all about, it's all about the climb

Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

wla lang

Friends are like dogs. They can be very good companions in the dark, when you're lost, or when you're sad. But just like dogs they can be at your side at all times but you can never rely too much on them, they wont be facing your biggest problems and decision-making in life, you can ask for advises but they can never really help you. The truth is you're on your own, we all have separate lives, separate problems, and separate priorities. ^^

fraud

Hi Blog. I really don't want to say anything to you, but I just have to. Well, I can't say anything to anyone in this world because of sisu, and besides I don't want to.

My concern is all about me, I've been telling and doing a lot of lies lately. I always consider people who are real on themselves. I prefer more on people who does not pretend or act as if it's a universal law to be what they are doing which doesn't make any sense because what's deep inside you is the real you and will always go out.

But, I felt stupid lately. What I dislike is what I am doing and I really hate that thing. For me it's like accusing others to be thieves when you're stealing a larger amount than the people you were referring to.

As always, I don't have my originality and I always copy other people which to some extent I admire. The reason's not mostly materialistic but more on the spirit thing. I regard being envious as a positive thing, I copy other people but make sure I can outplay him which happens when depending on my standards I've won a race against an opponent which has no idea I was competing him.

After all the self drive, all the envious thing is gone and I see myself better than yesterday. I know it's bad to cheat, plus self-praising is stupid. As stupid as your mom saying you're the most handsome man on earth. It really doesn't make any sense but my point is, other than yourself... who can probably praise your works? Other than yourself.. who can praise you the way you feel you're worth it? Other than you... who can encourage you when you need some encouragement/self-drive from other people?

Well, I can't beg for other people's advice. Each person in this world has their own business and things in mind. It's just impractical to open a lot when you know you're not getting the thing you wanted. Better keep it yourself than trouble others. But my conscience is hitting my back and I really feel it now. I think God is reminding me to slow down a bit and think think and think a lot before doing decisive action.

I am the captain of my soul, God is my provider. Nobody can dictate me what to do and I can be better than anybody or outplay anyone even if it's only me acknowledging it.

Godspeed:D

The Truth!

As my promise to God and as a strong Christian, silently but evidently I'm trying to convince people to "the truth". Christianity with full conviction, and we Christians call it "true Christianity". However, I think and well many of us so-called "faith warriors" has less success recently. When you talk about "religion" thing to other people, they regard it as a serious matter and they'll suddenly or abruptly try a change of topic which is something more funny or lively. We are even laughed by some and honestly I really pity them not because they probably can't be with Him but I pity them for being blind of "the truth".

I have a few pictures here and by seeing these I'm in deep connection with God and well I hope you would too. If you are... feel free to comment or reflect by yourself on these pictures and 100% it's worth it. I swear.:D

FINNISH

Hi blog, I really feel like writing so you have to keep track with what I am saying/typing. Besides I think you don't have a choice, do you? Other than God, you're the only one which I can really rely on. Well, I have a firm belief that no one can really understand you except you yourself and to give justice I think it would just be best not to confide what seems to be rude or weirdo to others. Got that experience in high school and sometimes even now, they call me weird where the fact that I am really not.

I've read an article in National Geographic about FINLAND, yes it sounds far like "santa claus" and "heavy snow" but I'm not really referring to those. I mean the FINNISH, it's people in Finland are called and yes the Finnish themselves already finished their societal transformation from one of the laggish in Europe to one of the richest. However, I'm not in the mood to talk about material wealth right now. I've read a lot about the so-called "Finnish" and I realized I wanna live there.

What caught my attention is that how the Finnish themselves are described by an American traveler and I realized and oh well probably I have a Finnish attitude. Foreigners said that Finnish people are cold, slow-to-show-emotion, people who don't usually show hospitality(*do not open the windows of their cars when they're asked by lost travelers). But the truth behind such unwelcome spirit in Finland is rooted to the traditions of their people and they're not actually what most foreigners describe them. Finnish people are naturally shy and they put heavy emphasis in inner spirit and people's privacy. I reflect my self the Finnish way, deep inside I'm a welcoming Christian, but most people say that I'm snob, don't show emotion, not approachable, and etc. But as far as I know myself, I'm not and will never be. However, I choose people as what the Bible says we should keep ourselves far from people who will not bring us to goodness.

I'm really good in socializing with people in "indirect" ways such as Facebook and etc. I think I have the talent that attracts people both men and women(more preferable), young and old. I don't know why but I think I'm an invisible person which I think they'll not appreciate me well when they chat to me in person.

WHAT IF

Hi Blog(as if I'm talking to someone) o.0... I was thinking a lot about what ifs, what if I'm born with a gold spoon? what if I'm born with extraordinary luck? what if I'm born to Hollywood Star parents? what if my dad is as rich as Bill Gates and as good as the top Philanthropist of America? Well, I know I'm lucky enough today if that what if is in the opposite(you know what I mean), but enough of the Africa thing and I think I'm very unlucky enough in current standing that I could no longer think of anything more worse I can handle as of the moment.

When I was young and of course materialistically driven by wants(e.g toys, etc.), my parents always told me that I/we should be contented in what we have. Plus Besides we can do nothing about it for the mean time, just forget that insecurity actually exist(just for the mean time).

Now, my what ifs no longer linger upon materialistic wants but towards freeing myself on things and situations that serves as encumbrance on my peace of mind. Despite being relatively free of academic stress compared before, my mind has never been this overused and I'm filled with anxiety all over the place.

All the time I'm wishing that at one long night I can dream that I'll be in a place where all my worries are gone and I will be in a paradise heaven-like at least. Well, I wont say that I'm ready to die but actually the truth is we have no control of our life and I'm confident that if the judgment day comes I'll be with Jesus my king. I believe that one day my time will come that I'll be very much happy but at this time it seems distant as much as the nearest galaxy to earth.

Real happiness differs towards how we perceive it. One may be happy with their loved ones, the money they worked hard for, or the acceptance they've been longing for. I can imagine myself being rich, or being with all my friends, or being a Hollywood superstar admired by many. I can assert that I can never be happy. Perhaps being in control of everything like a CEO of a billion dollar company, you can be as what you want to be but the responsibility and reputation on stake is mind-bogging. Or rather being a Hollywood superstar owning everything from luxury cars to palace-like homes in Beverly can be ideal, yet no one knows why Britney chose the path she has now.

Or last being with friends... next to God and family, friends or colleagues as I call them are my most important refuge. But the sad thing about it is that though I have many real friends I do not usually share everything to them. We share moments of laughter but when the challenge is there I chose to have it solo. I have a lot of experience regarding problems but other than lame advices I think it'll be better if I have those alone.x.x

anyways, no worry, being a strong Christian... God is with me and I'm never afraid of anything other than being in hell. ;0

the BILL of tension

Hi Blogger, I'm back. All the weeks we're a bit bumpy and the good thing about it is it's done and I don't have to go with it again. I have an seem-to-be-unsolvable problem which I will give in full detail on my next post.

Another intriguing news lately is that our President is threatened for excommunication just to have his noble support on anti-RH Bill. For your information, Reproductive Health Bill or whatever it is called in the long form is the bill(and obviously may become law in the future) that may allow the government to legally or in any sort of way to release any contraceptive without any constraint. For this case, Abortion is still illegal even if the RH goes on its way. The thing that complicates everything is the stand of the church. Roman Catholic church which dominates Philippines than any other religion greatly condemn any action taken by the government in support of the bill.

On my view, which obviously matters on this blog for this is mine, I do not support nor support the Bill. I leave it for status quo and actually it doesn't concern me. Ask you, do you like to raise children in great numbers these hard days? even a child is already difficult. But, what distracted me most is the action of the church. They persuaded the president by the use of excommunication, a frugal thing for a threat and unthinkable desperation. I am a very religious person, but I am not Catholic by practice(I'm Protestant). I'm straight to God! to him and nothing more. The traditional ways and great interference put by the roman catholic church like laws above people is useless. It is clear from the bible and teachings of Jesus that salvation is from Him(Jesus Christ) and self-voluntary openness and acceptance of Jesus as the savior and not by any other means of such indulgence-like interference of church.

I don't like the European golden years of the Vatican, the indulgences, persecution, etc. plus added to these during the modern times, I feel like I wanna support the bill for protest.
x.x

a slight glimpse of light

I've seen a bit of light regarding my situation for the past week-days-month and until now, however the light and the chance of leading it to complete recovery is still fragile. I think it's just merely and largely a slight bounce of my deep downfall or worse it may just halted a bit and will probably continue on it's course(I really really hope not). er, whatever I really don't know and as of this moment I don't want to think of anything that is about the future. As what I've learned in the book the "Harry Potter" and as I remember one of the last lines in book 4, "whatever happens, good or the worst, it'll happen and when it does we have no choice but to face it."

I know tomorrow is a dreadful thing to consider but I think God is only shaking me up for me to realize that I should not be overdependent on the temporary strings that attach me rigid to my comfort zones. Though He's not completely removing it for my sake, I still need it as for now, probably and maybe He's just letting me realize what it feels like and how the hell will it surprise me overwhelmingly. Tomorrow is tomorrow and maybe the good thing about my situation right now is that hopefully in the future I wont be so shocked or something(I really hope I won't).

Uncommon it is, sadly I'm not going on with my reforms anytime sooner. I think I just have to observe people, things, and happenings as of now. I think I've learned a bit of all the lessons it should have taught me. As of now, I wont be back to my normal self and regarding how and until when will I be like this, I really don't know. I'm still in the state of depression or economically saying I'm in deep recession right now. I'm thinking the economy of United States can recover first before I would. haha. JK.

I was really startled last night. I was in deep thinking(depression) and I ignored a lot of chat messages from my friends until an ex-classmate poped-out suddenly. Of course I was startled and I didn't expect I'd read Dodette Marei. Well, we chatted and maybe or probably God has planned it to stop my deep dilemma last night. haha. Does it make sense? lol.

Anyways, praise the LORD, He's always good! I swear!:D

I'm Crazy

Hi Blogger, what's happening to me? I'm feeling really bad and I think the last time I've felt like this was a couple of months ago but that was short-lived. I'm on complete vacation(4-day no class) and it seems that nothings helping me. I really like to have refuge, a holy place like a monastery or something serene which I can stay, relax, pray, and forget all my problems. I really wanna talk to Him, the thing is maybe I just can't realize His plans for me as of now. I get some help with others but those we're slight and nothings really helping, I don't want to share so much with my dilemmas.

Ok, I'm going to sleep. gud nyt.
Pray,Pray,Pray:D

despair, pls get away from me!

Hi Blogger, I noticed something on this blog recently. All my posts are bad and for good news I have new and a more worse one. Today(thursday), tomorrow, and the weekend is our long vacation for the first time since summer. Rarely it happens that a holiday in two consecutive days is granted for lazy rest-thirsty students like me or us maybe. However, that is not the issue... I arrived home hours ago with something heavily bothering my mind. For some standards by the time when I feel carefree, I think I'm not myself. At some time I was thinking of going to sleep to avoid depression and worse I was thinking of some suicidal thoughts, but hell no! I am a very strong Christian and I strongly believe that for even escaping the mortal life how the hell will I face our creator by the time I would know I did something unacceptable. Jesus Christ died for us, does it make sense if we end our saved soul just for earthly problems? Anyways before I go with religion I have a very good news I wanna tell you. At least for me, the world is changing and god has never been this close to me.*I'll make a separate post regarding my proud worship life.

What has been bothering me the few days has never been new, rude reality and vast uncertainties that await me... I feel like I don't want tomorrow to come fast. Being a firm believer I do believe that my faith has been tested and I strongly agree though I put my faith separate and I'm aware how it strengthened the past times. I've read a lot and talked to invisible people in the internet regarding my situation and they say I'm a kind of a deep thinker and my overreaction to current events is a result of over thinking and over seeing possible future outcomes. The same suggestions, don't think too much and relax for God has already made it easy for you. The problem is it's just so hard for me to, and I've been trying to relax my mind a bit to a point of falling asleep thinking and having nightmares. I really need help. But anyways it's ok... my faith is still very strong.

Anyways for real good news, I had a very good time with my pals in the dorm lately. I never felt this way before. All things are going well and for the first time I had super real good friends. However, I'm practicing to be without them sometimes. I know that they're not there always and as for experience time comes they wont be there even if I really need them.:)

I'm really unlucky, I lost my web on mobile and as a result I can no longer post via mobile.x(

Hi blogger, I have a good weekend for three reasons..
>first, there's no class on Monday and for some miracle which very seldom happens our *coordinator allowed us to go home! (*she's the most unpredictable nun I've ever met, and if I generalize it... I hate nuns.x haha)
>second, I see my *family especially dad. *Ate Janine's not around as usual.
>third, God didn't give me challenges yet.

The week's not good. Philippines was put in shame after a stupid hostage drama(all hostages are actually foreigners!) in Manila by a lame ex-officer, he's nuts! and by God's plan Philippines almost got the title of a pageant thing but failed. Disappointment is so common these days, and I'm not even expecting anything good to happen it just turn out to be "how bad" and "really!? I wasn't expecting that!" and "something new?".
=.=

TORn

earlier this morning (a few minutes ago), i received the worst mail one could receive via magical owl. I was completely half-struck w/o knowing what would happen next. I feel it... destiny is playing jokes with me again.

Why does it have to be like that? why does it have to be me again?! The thing i feared the most the past months, why do god allow it to happen AGAIn? Should i pray more or not.

I think i need to calm myself. *.*

the world i live is an ugly place

blogger, sorry for the unwelcoming title above... But its actually what i felt just now and much intense earlier this day. I don't understand how things change easily w/ a snap and people can become so evil. Anyways, i know things will go back normal sooner.

The world i live is an ugly place... Destiny works on its most ridiculous ways sometimes, like being scolded and bad to others suddenly w/out reason. And being bad, plus being bad, and bad, and it just happened this day AGAIN!

But i know that god has a reason for everything. I'll just have to wait. Gud nyt.

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good weekend

hi blogger, i've been too lazy the past days i could no longer help it. As a result, no posts.XD

yesterday we had a parade, it started in gorordo avenue near the audi shop(that's all i can remember) and went all the way to the sports complex. But before that parade we had calisthenics, the first time being a senior, and jogged about a kilometer in SRP. It's the first time i had fun in an exercise job, eversince i'm only forced to do it. It was good.

I wasn't able to go to church today(the born-again one) bec i went home. Though i went to a catholic church at 11am mass it's the same as nothing, i wasn't able to concentrate.

N: blogged on mobile

mr. President

hi blogger, i have news! We have a new president here. Aquino won with 5 million+ votes on lead w/ the 2nd runner. I'm really looking forward on him despite the fact that i don't like him, my favorite candidate is unlucky at all. I see aquino really more on a ceremonial thing, a troubled country like the philippines need a dynamic young leader w/ extremes of vision.

Anyways, its done and as a civilized citizen we should all cooperate no matter what and try our best to help our society.

So, hello mr.president! ;)

note: blogged via mobile

weather u like it or not

the dorm was never a relief, recently there's few to nothing was flowing recently(air). Its the hottest weather ever plus i can't sleep well paired w/ brownouts, it's 100 percent unlucky. In case you don't know, i'm vivid right now.

There's not much applicable leisure here in the dorm. If there is it costs so much. That's why i'm cutting spending greatly, i'm currently running into a budget deficit, unlucky!
Cuts harmly affect...
-leisure money reduced
-thrift spending
-worst, no budget for laundry. Wtf!
Unlucky i was not born rich.XD

karate kid

hi blogger, i'm posting to you earlier. I think i'll be sleeping early this night-i'm in the dorm now, nothing has changed and my friends are the same at all. Jeza ang john rey had their graduation today! They're amazing. Jeza tried to get a gold but failed due to a foot injury, her opponent was tough too.

After that we went to jollibee for dinner. Jobi is always boring and repetitive but i was hungry that time. After that, my feet landed on dorm and the day's over ;)

note: blogged via phone

2nd last summer day

nothing much significant today. Locked the house totally in Banawa, it will be a week before it will be occupied again. Got into a funny situation of reminiscing the past days when we first arrive then now we're leaving, blah3x... It was short lived anyways, i always knew it happens all the time.

After fetching we went to SM and stroll a bit then home. Today i've spoken a lot of bad words to jeza and johnrey and i'm not proud of it. Anyways, i don't mean it and i'm sure they'll always miss me, i'm their brother and i'm unique ;)

note: blogged via mobile

something new for this day

something new indeed, i didn't fetch jeza and johnrey this day. They were all by themselves commuting to home, this would be their first and last for the time though.

Last time i had trouble reading my brother's old diary on my younger siblings' heavy advice to do so. It was boring, i'm not a stalker type, it was like anne frank boy version plus upset i didn't get anything vital. I have so many questions regarding my brother i can't ask him directly. Means it was not a good idea after all.

Hey, i have news... Summer's about to end soon.;)

note: blogged via mobile

de ja vu

another common summer day w/ the same old routines, sometimes i feel like it's a de ja vu already. Now i can have total mind rest, the tv's totally gone, mom tried to fix it but seems like we're not destined to have tv here. A house is diff w/o the noise of the tv, as if there's a choice.xD

note: blogged via mobile

I'm back to Blogger!!!

I decided not to write anything here from now on(supposed to be) but since after realizing things that life is actually short and is meant to be good, all things should be logged on good or bad. But, my posts now are shorter with lesser pictures. It's better that way that the readers are a bit puzzled and as far as I'm concerned I don't care if nobody reads my blogs or nobody follows me on Twitter or if worse nobody sees me on Facebook. I'm not actually of that type, I don't wish to be seen when I have no interest of seeing them at all. I'm always introvert since I was young and even until high school, I'm frustrated why people usually disregard my presence. Now, in the dramatic reversal of my attitude due to onset of maturity everything is in the opposite, I don't mind others actually even if what they think or say to me but they wish to mind me even if I don't want too. get it? haha. if you don't well, too much information.wtf.

The first thing I noticed when I visited again was the gif of flags I personally created and chosen exactly a year ago. I've always wanted to be an expatriate someday
*Denmark; surveys said that this country is the happiest so I chose it in the number one spot.
*Australia; Australians are rich, other than that I couldn't find a reason in this sunny state.
*Japan; the Japanese have good work ethic, is there anything else other than technology?
*France; i wanna downgrade this one to the lower spot. I don't know why it's in number 4! crazy me.XD
*Belgium; a good international friend of mine lives here and I saw their pictures so it's number 5;)
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*Sweden; it's nordic, nothing more.
*Switzerland; this should be in top five. I wish I were swiss but not the language.
*Singapore; it's near, so what?
*Norway; another nordic
*South Korea; hell what?! why is this in the top 10? I didn't remember longing to go to Korea someday. sh*t, this is so bad.XD

another thing I noticed
*my first post*
-Hi, Im golddigger6511, a teen from the Philippines.*I never wished to hide my real name, don't know what happened to this one.XD
-Before I start blogging,
to anyone who reads this blog,*nobody does
-please be reminded that I'm a Filipino
citizen, about 100%.*so what? this is so lame, am I this crazy before?
-But with a recognizable Chinese ancestry,*WTF, nationality issue?
can be observed mainly by how look.
-This is my first post, and on my records, I made this
stuff around 8:00 pm, Wednesday, April 29, 2009.*good, thanks for the record
So, that's all for now. see yah!*who are you talking too?


I'll blog via phone when I get started;)

note: blogged on web;)

humidity; good bye summer?

note: blogged via phone


the past months starting mid-january were marked by scorching hot humid days w/ almost no rain at all. Now clouds are starting to fill the skies again, summer's abrupty giving way to the rainy season. Next week i'd be back again and the dorm will feel my presence for the first time this school year.xD

late night insomia

i wasn't supposed to sleep this late, around 2 am, but i was greatly overwhelmed by the speed of the internet here in our house in lapu2x(another house)... And as a result i played fb and SC a lot. The net connection in banawa is f*cknly slow sometimes i feel my internet in my phone is even faster. Another 2 day relief ang be back again.;)
note:posted via mobile.XD

nothing

this would be the first time i'd try to blog via phone i don't know if it will work but i guess i wont be doing this again it's not comfy. I needy qwerty keypad 4 this.xD

Posts can also be read to:

http://juliusnigel.tumblr.com/

Tumblr is like Twitter + Blogger.
It's the easiest blogging machine I could ever imagine.XD

enjoying what I have

I've been hooked up a lot with all the material and luxury desires in this world. Though I'm not that ambitious to have a Caribbean cruise or a Ferrari, unimportant stuffs like "original" touchscreens, apparels, and even Cars are always on my wish list. Things which are generally useless in the sense of sympathizing people who live in hunger, natural calamities, and constant fear of death abounds this community of selfishness and greed.

When I was a child, I always dream of living in high standard. "I wanna be rich" worry no more and live life like a lame old CEO of a company which already built its name. All I have to do is wait for money to come, spend it all to luxuries and kill time like waiting for heaven to come in front of me. Of course, on my way to heaven I should ride in a Volvo or Limo.

Not in my small mind before that I was "actually" and already living in high standard while people out there work their ass of to get out of the net which enclosed a lot of people with all the opportunities present out there, the wide seas which they could swim and develop themselves into a better individual.

Recently, I was enjoying "a lot" with my living status. Dorm life is like heaven, looking at it in the exaggerated positive view. You no longer worry for anything else except yourself and how you'd live in complex society of people with different perspectives. They talk, you may listed and as far as possible leave the liberal thoughts outside. I've enjoyed this a lot that once I'm out I'm shocked with what I see and what the reality is.

I know some people already see it, but many of them ignore it in general sense(are you one of them?). Philippines is a poor country with great disparities of income. Although not everybody is in pain, it can be generalized that Filipinos are suffering and are looked down. With all the achievements in the field of boxing, dancing, etc. claiming that we are known worldwide and we're "famous", who cares? besides only one person enjoys the reward while others just see and idolize without even instilling in their mind that what if someday all of us will be like him/her.

I'm waiting for everything to be different. Does it mean I need to wait forever? XD

CARS!!! I'll buy you!!!

I'm recently and forever addicted to cars cars cars and CARS. I just don't know why.
Most people at my age dream of iPod, Blackberry, High-end Phones, Notebooks, and etc.
While I'm into CARS. Isn't it weird? hahahaha:P

These are HYUNDAI MOTORS, made in South Korea. They just upgraded some of their factories which made these awesome cars. One of which is green:))---below. Hyundai motors is a newcomer in car production, their styles are among the newest and most innovative ones worldwide.

Next is the KIA MOTORS, still made in South Korea. Their styles are somewhat the same of that of the Hyundais... however they are much cheaper I think. Generally they're of the same kind of Hyundai:)

These are the Ubiquitous HONDAS.... I wanna own like these someday.. waaa...

FORDs are expensive but not that luxurious, they're American made.

:)

First Week of 2010!!!

The first week of 2010 is fun:D
My classmates got "starstruck" with my self-reforms:D *resolutions
But, overall they find me "BETTER" than yesterday *last year:D
hahahah:D

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This was taken in my classmate's house in Banawa, Cebu City.--So close to my house in Banawa. A street away.
We arrived in school out-of-time beyond ten which is already beyond our night curfew, as a result we're forced to stay in D/C Velayo or JJ's house for one whole night. Generally bad and shouldn't be done again... but really really fun:D! ! !

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My classmate, D/C Nino, Mark Gil... really really really wants to take pic with me, I just don't know why. He said He likes it:D hahahaha
He's one of my many bestfriends in the dorm.:D

I look stupid:D hahahaha

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December was long enough... hair grew significantly fast.
Haircut, haircut, haircut!!V!!




Pictures while waiting for our turn.XD


D/C Nino looks hilariously vain!...
so do you REYNYL! wahahahaha

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with the genius. Coyocz!!!! hahahaha