Hi blogger, I have a good weekend for three reasons..
>first, there's no class on Monday and for some miracle which very seldom happens our *coordinator allowed us to go home! (*she's the most unpredictable nun I've ever met, and if I generalize it... I hate nuns.x haha)
>second, I see my *family especially dad. *Ate Janine's not around as usual.
>third, God didn't give me challenges yet.

The week's not good. Philippines was put in shame after a stupid hostage drama(all hostages are actually foreigners!) in Manila by a lame ex-officer, he's nuts! and by God's plan Philippines almost got the title of a pageant thing but failed. Disappointment is so common these days, and I'm not even expecting anything good to happen it just turn out to be "how bad" and "really!? I wasn't expecting that!" and "something new?".
=.=

TORn

earlier this morning (a few minutes ago), i received the worst mail one could receive via magical owl. I was completely half-struck w/o knowing what would happen next. I feel it... destiny is playing jokes with me again.

Why does it have to be like that? why does it have to be me again?! The thing i feared the most the past months, why do god allow it to happen AGAIn? Should i pray more or not.

I think i need to calm myself. *.*

the world i live is an ugly place

blogger, sorry for the unwelcoming title above... But its actually what i felt just now and much intense earlier this day. I don't understand how things change easily w/ a snap and people can become so evil. Anyways, i know things will go back normal sooner.

The world i live is an ugly place... Destiny works on its most ridiculous ways sometimes, like being scolded and bad to others suddenly w/out reason. And being bad, plus being bad, and bad, and it just happened this day AGAIN!

But i know that god has a reason for everything. I'll just have to wait. Gud nyt.

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