^^

There's nothing wrong with being envious,

it only shows that you are acknowledging God's natural gift to other people

or to lesser extent their obvious effort towards perfection.

man can never grow close minded and very self-centered,

by some time he would feel ugly or pathetic

but it doesn't matter and it should never be an excuse so as to follow other people

because you're the captain of your self and your soul...

in the end it's your decisions that really matters^^