when you're tired physically and worse is mentally,

you lean to God, ask for his guidance,

he knows everything beyond you can imagine...

some people remember him only during tough situations,

and forget to praise him nor thank him for all the gifts we gradually receive each day.

people around you see you as a stone, a tiny pebble and not a gem.

but in His eyes there's real judgment, only pure judgment.

2/7/2011---9:14PM

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another unlucky day of my life,

but i'm sure when i'm done with this i'll be proud,

the promise will never be touched, moved, or gradually torn down.

i may be anywhere, i can be anyone.

exiled, hiding, persecuted, tortured(mentally),

and may even lose my real value and potential as an aspiring youth.

but the light, no matter how far and no matter how situations pull me back...

or even send me somewhere where there's no hope,

i'll always look for it, the light which proves my promise and loyalty to Him.