Weirdness #2

Like I mentioned yesterday, there's a weird call right? and the call said that we'll go and report to my new university and start as soon as I can. The credentials needed were unfortunately left in my enrolled school, the University of the Philippines, and I don't know if getting it back will be easy. I think I'll require a lot of work to be done and as always the university itself is very strict in handling people-for the reason that I really don't know. But, I think I'll do my last decision tomorrow and that is giving up something and again and again venturing into something new and highly advanced. I don't call my university stupid, but there's gotta be something that needs to be sacrificed in order to have something.

Tomorrow is scheduled for my supposed to be last and totally last check-up and then go, I'll be a certified student in a new university. My new university is a university specialized in a course that will really straighten me out. The training both mind and body will really give you big improvements and I know that I'll be easy for as long as I'm already used with it. I wonder how long will I go or how long will I drive with this kind of decision I have. I can't change my decision and I know that once a saying said that "one can't see the wide seas without going through rough seas" so I think that will make the answer to the questions.

I can't help but imagine how many things I've left behind just for this decision I've decided last night. I have new friends already, I have new teachers whom I always thought of nice, and lastly my heart already belongs to the UPian society. But, look at the bright side and literally a bright future. No one can be as good as they want to be if they are not versatile enough to go with different challenges. Everyday is filled with surprises and weird stuffs circulating around me, one may hit and affect me while the others may just pass and to be real-I really don't care for those.

For now, I'm so puzzled, I still don't know how will I become months, years, and moments from now. I don't know if my decisions will continue well or might just be ignored again by stupid surprises. I always say life is weird and when it strikes its weirdness again, one can just simply sit and wait for a moment to respond how it strikes you with different challenges. For now, I still don't know if my decision will work. I think it's the best I can do for now, the only best thing I can do for now... I study because it's the best and the only good thing I can do for now.