de ja vu

another common summer day w/ the same old routines, sometimes i feel like it's a de ja vu already. Now i can have total mind rest, the tv's totally gone, mom tried to fix it but seems like we're not destined to have tv here. A house is diff w/o the noise of the tv, as if there's a choice.xD

note: blogged via mobile

I'm back to Blogger!!!

I decided not to write anything here from now on(supposed to be) but since after realizing things that life is actually short and is meant to be good, all things should be logged on good or bad. But, my posts now are shorter with lesser pictures. It's better that way that the readers are a bit puzzled and as far as I'm concerned I don't care if nobody reads my blogs or nobody follows me on Twitter or if worse nobody sees me on Facebook. I'm not actually of that type, I don't wish to be seen when I have no interest of seeing them at all. I'm always introvert since I was young and even until high school, I'm frustrated why people usually disregard my presence. Now, in the dramatic reversal of my attitude due to onset of maturity everything is in the opposite, I don't mind others actually even if what they think or say to me but they wish to mind me even if I don't want too. get it? haha. if you don't well, too much information.wtf.

The first thing I noticed when I visited again was the gif of flags I personally created and chosen exactly a year ago. I've always wanted to be an expatriate someday
*Denmark; surveys said that this country is the happiest so I chose it in the number one spot.
*Australia; Australians are rich, other than that I couldn't find a reason in this sunny state.
*Japan; the Japanese have good work ethic, is there anything else other than technology?
*France; i wanna downgrade this one to the lower spot. I don't know why it's in number 4! crazy me.XD
*Belgium; a good international friend of mine lives here and I saw their pictures so it's number 5;)
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*Sweden; it's nordic, nothing more.
*Switzerland; this should be in top five. I wish I were swiss but not the language.
*Singapore; it's near, so what?
*Norway; another nordic
*South Korea; hell what?! why is this in the top 10? I didn't remember longing to go to Korea someday. sh*t, this is so bad.XD

another thing I noticed
*my first post*
-Hi, Im golddigger6511, a teen from the Philippines.*I never wished to hide my real name, don't know what happened to this one.XD
-Before I start blogging,
to anyone who reads this blog,*nobody does
-please be reminded that I'm a Filipino
citizen, about 100%.*so what? this is so lame, am I this crazy before?
-But with a recognizable Chinese ancestry,*WTF, nationality issue?
can be observed mainly by how look.
-This is my first post, and on my records, I made this
stuff around 8:00 pm, Wednesday, April 29, 2009.*good, thanks for the record
So, that's all for now. see yah!*who are you talking too?


I'll blog via phone when I get started;)

note: blogged on web;)

humidity; good bye summer?

note: blogged via phone


the past months starting mid-january were marked by scorching hot humid days w/ almost no rain at all. Now clouds are starting to fill the skies again, summer's abrupty giving way to the rainy season. Next week i'd be back again and the dorm will feel my presence for the first time this school year.xD

late night insomia

i wasn't supposed to sleep this late, around 2 am, but i was greatly overwhelmed by the speed of the internet here in our house in lapu2x(another house)... And as a result i played fb and SC a lot. The net connection in banawa is f*cknly slow sometimes i feel my internet in my phone is even faster. Another 2 day relief ang be back again.;)
note:posted via mobile.XD

nothing

this would be the first time i'd try to blog via phone i don't know if it will work but i guess i wont be doing this again it's not comfy. I needy qwerty keypad 4 this.xD

Posts can also be read to:

http://juliusnigel.tumblr.com/

Tumblr is like Twitter + Blogger.
It's the easiest blogging machine I could ever imagine.XD

enjoying what I have

I've been hooked up a lot with all the material and luxury desires in this world. Though I'm not that ambitious to have a Caribbean cruise or a Ferrari, unimportant stuffs like "original" touchscreens, apparels, and even Cars are always on my wish list. Things which are generally useless in the sense of sympathizing people who live in hunger, natural calamities, and constant fear of death abounds this community of selfishness and greed.

When I was a child, I always dream of living in high standard. "I wanna be rich" worry no more and live life like a lame old CEO of a company which already built its name. All I have to do is wait for money to come, spend it all to luxuries and kill time like waiting for heaven to come in front of me. Of course, on my way to heaven I should ride in a Volvo or Limo.

Not in my small mind before that I was "actually" and already living in high standard while people out there work their ass of to get out of the net which enclosed a lot of people with all the opportunities present out there, the wide seas which they could swim and develop themselves into a better individual.

Recently, I was enjoying "a lot" with my living status. Dorm life is like heaven, looking at it in the exaggerated positive view. You no longer worry for anything else except yourself and how you'd live in complex society of people with different perspectives. They talk, you may listed and as far as possible leave the liberal thoughts outside. I've enjoyed this a lot that once I'm out I'm shocked with what I see and what the reality is.

I know some people already see it, but many of them ignore it in general sense(are you one of them?). Philippines is a poor country with great disparities of income. Although not everybody is in pain, it can be generalized that Filipinos are suffering and are looked down. With all the achievements in the field of boxing, dancing, etc. claiming that we are known worldwide and we're "famous", who cares? besides only one person enjoys the reward while others just see and idolize without even instilling in their mind that what if someday all of us will be like him/her.

I'm waiting for everything to be different. Does it mean I need to wait forever? XD