when you're tired physically and worse is mentally,

you lean to God, ask for his guidance,

he knows everything beyond you can imagine...

some people remember him only during tough situations,

and forget to praise him nor thank him for all the gifts we gradually receive each day.

people around you see you as a stone, a tiny pebble and not a gem.

but in His eyes there's real judgment, only pure judgment.

2/7/2011---9:14PM

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another unlucky day of my life,

but i'm sure when i'm done with this i'll be proud,

the promise will never be touched, moved, or gradually torn down.

i may be anywhere, i can be anyone.

exiled, hiding, persecuted, tortured(mentally),

and may even lose my real value and potential as an aspiring youth.

but the light, no matter how far and no matter how situations pull me back...

or even send me somewhere where there's no hope,

i'll always look for it, the light which proves my promise and loyalty to Him.

3 hours before 2011,
i had one of the worst christmas break vacations ever.
i wonder what's installed for me after this,
whatever it is, i'm sure life is miserable this time
x(

vkashyuhnnn

first night of vacation.

^^

12/18/2010^^

makakarating^^

I don't know where to put myself,

in.out.orbehind the circle...

anyways, God has the ultimate answer for everything.

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just have to trust,.. & sa tingin q, makakarating aq^^

"People are getting dumber, but more opinionated." - The Human Stain
^^

0.o

sometimes you just have to swallow all the bad options when you don't have a choice... judgment, criticisms, unfair treatment, and sh*t.
even if you don't deserve it, it happens... gnun tlaga eh..(-.-)'
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choose

There are only two kinds of teachers in life; a sandpaper and the true one.
A bad teacher is paid to be a sandpaper... he insults you, call you dumb, hopeless, and discredit all the good things you've done. However, in the end they end up useless and you'll have what you deserve.
A good teacher is someone which is worth a lifetime 'thank you'
^^